|
|
| The #1 Fool of April |
| 04.01.04 (10:56 pm) [edit] |
"Memory is the scribe of the soul. "
Today was also April 1st. That officially marks a year since my ex bf traveled from Oregon to come meet me for the first time.. yes folks, I had an online relationship. To compare it to every other relationship Ive ever had it was the most magical, I must honestly admit.I thought today was going to be a very hard day and Im still here..If the phone rang again and I saw his number on my caller ID again I wouldnt answer it, couldnt answer it, wont answer it. Hes probably given up already.
..That kind of love is the kind that petrifies me..
For about a month and a half now, Ive found a sense of tranquility I havent had in quite some time, its been months, and the one person I have to sincerely thank is my friend Sean for being there for me and helping me find a moment to cope with it and smoothen it out through meditation.. I even wrote a poem and a couple of words down. Which I havent done in like forever..
Like I posted earlier today, I didnt go to work, I slept in, and relaxed and shot the shit around the house and started organizing things for my trip which I leave on this Wednesday! Cant wait..
Talked to Todd for a while and bitched him out for his misbehavior on the phone last night while having his roomate call me while I was, well lets say ummm "busy" :wink: .
*Ahem*
Then my phone rang, got in the shower and got dressed and drove over to "friends" house, where we proceeded to go to Target and get the suitcase set I was eyeing for a week..After that I forced him to go to Bed Bath and Beyond to get some things for his guest bathroom which is totally empty..We got some really cool stuff for his bathroom, I might be a girl, but I have good taste, not girly taste, and I know what kind of style guys usually like..
but now I know Im tottally gonna hear it from my friends when they use his bathroom and see the change and ask him where he got that stuff.. I can almost hear them now "Oh so now your helping him decorate"..lol..
Cant wait :roll: ....
Not.
Anyways, then afterwards we went to [url=http://www.applebees.com/]Applebees[/url] and I
made him try my fav desert there...White Chocolate and Walnut Blondie!! Awesome!
Then we drove back to his place and put the stuff in the bathroom, hey its getting there..lol..I have a before pic, when its done I'll post an after pic...I'll be the next fab chic, cept I'll be one heterosxual girl helping every single guy out there one day at a time..
I'll keep ya posted when Im in your town, I promise..
So after a hard days work I kept it PG-13 with him cause he goes to work at 4:30 am and hes not getting any sleep if Im there til late, keeping him awake..and lately weve been up kinda late..So I came home, and here I am..writing to all of ya'll..
:lol:
Goodnight.
|
|
|
| |
posted by: nexyjo (reply)
post date: 04.02.04 (3:08 am)
most of the relationships i've had in the past several years began on-line. there's something about getting to know someone without seeing them or hearing their voice at first. it's like the relationship grows without the usual trappings of the physical - almost as if its purely a spiritual connection. yes, magic comes to mind :)
posted by: emj36 (reply)
post date: 04.02.04 (6:06 am)
I met my husband online.
posted by: scribbler (reply)
post date: 04.02.04 (10:01 pm)
I met my bf online.
posted by: PiMpInPiNk (reply)
post date: 04.02.04 (11:45 pm)
kewl style
posted by: blondebondgirl (reply)
post date: 04.03.04 (7:33 pm)
White Chocolate and Walnut Blondie!!!!
Okay, right there makes me sooo jealous! I want one! YUUUM
posted by: DarkMood (reply)
post date: 04.09.04 (11:22 pm)
Im not a stalker online but I can be one if your interested in one.
Im glad you found your tranquility in your life. Treasure these moments, they're rare. Of course when you see someone lying in a casket, don't they all look tranquil?
Great Blog
posted by: PiMpInPiNk (reply)
post date: 04.10.04 (9:39 am)
heh ur blog gives me a mexican fell..lol
|
|
|
