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| 04.01.04 (1:16 pm) [edit] |
"I'm not confused, I'm just well mixed. "
We are almost there ladies and gents, to the weekend, Im counting down.. lol..
I think went T-Blog went down the other day it ran off the people that had this blog botted...sorry about that inconvenience..
Well I didnt feel like going to work today so here I am in bloggy land, looking for things to read..Have alot of things to do, but I'll check in on my friends first!
Oh and as the week had gone by..things have been getting stranger and stranger between me and this guy.. Ever been in a relationship where you just didnt know were things were going? Im just going along with the flow, the ride, whatever this is.. Its like Ive said a thousand times before.. I dont want to be in any kind of relationship, I just cant be.. My moms sick and I plan on leaving this wretched city and I didnt want to get involved with anyone or hurt anyone.
Yet I still do.
Using someone to ease my humanly need to be close to someone is not something I want to do. Dont get me wrong, I like this guy, he has every single quality any normal woman would want. Its just me I guess.
The thing is, is that I know he wants to be with me, and in more ways than just one. I can see it in the way he looks at me, how he talks to me, how he touches me. In the end, maybe its me whos running cause of fear.
My current mental state is outta state outta mind..so I dont trust my own feelings about anyone or anything.. and to bind myself to the wonderful person he is and burn him in the process is something I dont want to be held accountable for... I need all the help I can get!
Cupids the one to blame....
Well thats it for now, I'll probably add another ramble later..Ya'll come back now ya hear?
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posted by: OoLostEntity (reply)
post date: 04.01.04 (1:54 pm)
Reply to: KRAZEDONE
No my moms here with me. I just plan on moving out of state on my own and starting a new life. But your right..Who knows.
posted by: lynne (reply)
post date: 04.01.04 (1:55 pm)
Well I *wanted* to skip work today.
posted by: J (reply)
post date: 04.05.04 (9:19 am)
hmmm good luck with that.
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