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Venting Thursdays
03.04.04 (7:27 pm) [edit]
"This is your life, and it's ending one minute at a time. "


:roll: Anyways, schmayonaisse..

So alot of people have been wondering how Ive been around so much lately..Well the fact that I havent gone to work in four days might explain it.. *shrugs*
I needed some me time, besides being able to spend some time home with my mom is great.. She fun to hang out with. But once I have her in my car she doesnt want to come home..

So Ive been catching up on alot of things, taking my time..Talking to friends, drawing, chillin, sleeping, staying up late as hell, gabbin my mouth off on the phone to the wee hours..

Just cause I can.

We bust our asses day in and day out, so we can pay off a sports car, the bills etc.. Working sucks! Especially when your not doing what you love doing the most at your profession. In the end, we are so wrapped up in getting all these things done, we lose ourselves in the cycle.

What makes you happy?
Did you forget?
When was the last time you felt content, with you?

Sometimes I think this line wraps up what life has become:

" You're not your job. You're not how much money you have in the bank. You're not the car you drive. You're not the contents of your wallet. You're not your fucking khakis. You're the all-singing, all-dancing crap of the world. "

Sooner or later .."The things you own end up owning you."

So what now then, you ask?

Hell if I know all I want to do is go to school and study what I want to study and not give a shit about anything else.. After graduation finding somewhere else to put my roots into the ground and go from there..
Im tired of stressing this job, I'm not allowing my obligations to own me anymore..Im just gonna let the obligations I choose to get to me, get to me. As for everything else??.. Through the infamous words my friend Sabrina and I love to say... "Fuck it".

How about you? Feel like venting, feel free. Im done. :twisted:

posted by: berelain (reply)
post date: 03.04.04 (9:07 pm)

hmm.. i'll keep that in mind. never let my job own me or whatever material stuffs i have. it's just so hard not to be sucked into the rat race where time=money. *sigh*

btw, great layout!! ;) is that you?


posted by: OoLostEntity (reply)
post date: 03.04.04 (9:31 pm)

Reply to: berelain

That is I.


posted by: zizi (reply)
post date: 03.04.04 (10:22 pm)

Yup. You've got it right to the bone! I wish I could do what I really enjoy but I'm stuck at a job that I don't really like but pays enough to feed me.
I just hope that after college I'll be able to get a job tha I'll like more than my current job. :)
I luv your layout :)


posted by: nexyjo (reply)
post date: 03.05.04 (10:15 am)

most people hate their jobs. it's rare finding someone who looks forward to waking up in the morning to go to work. i suppose that discovering ones lifelong interests early, and developing a career around those interests, is one way to be happy and successful in life. what a shame i didn't realize this until i was old...

in the mean time, i'm facing a lay-off from work at the end of this month. the prospect of being on unemployment for a while is actually comforting. i'm just hoping i won't starve. or if i do, that i look good starving...


posted by: fotocali (reply)
post date: 03.05.04 (11:28 am)

Whoa! Quotes from "Fight Club"! LOVE LOVE LOVE that movie! It's so truthful to the guy-psyche.


posted by: venusmoon (reply)
post date: 03.05.04 (3:22 pm)

really? thats cool...it was a good movie.