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Hey. Welcome to my blog, here I will ramble about my ideas and thoughts. Everyday events might stir up the sands a bit, and other days there are no thoughts for miles..Everyday is a new day. All are welcome to read as well as comment. Enjoy.
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Picture This : Weekend PhotoBlog
03.29.04 (6:22 pm) [edit]
"Your hair may be brushed, but your mind's untidy. You've had about seven hours of sleep since Friday. No wonder you feel that lost sensation. You're sunk from a riot of relaxation. "


Freakn Mondays, the horror..Worst day of the week.

Alright so lets get on the bad foot and do the good thing baby.. :lol: Anyways, as promised here goes weekend stort telling time review!! And your host? Me!
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..Saturday you guys got the wrong impression for what happened..We all went to his house and hung out, all together all night on a drinking/smoking binge.. Yeah you heard me..Fucking Dave Chappelle and that South Park episode was out of hand really..Did anyone out there see that shit? Hilarious as hell.

So alright the night moves on and after a while everyone leaves us alone, and well lets just keep it PG and say that I came home Sunday around noon time. :wink:

A few hours later, we all meet again to go to the [url=http://www.local10.com/wxcam/...]fair[/url] .
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It was bright and there were so many freaking rides... [image]OoLostEntity_10638 00124.jpg[/image]
We were psyched, going as an adult to the fair and just going wherever you wanted to. Awesome.
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Food, people puking, bright lights...
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There was even a haunted mansion!
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Oh Liz was so scared!
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Me? I took the opportunity to get some ghoolish booty outside.....
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Fairs are crazy there are so many people
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Crazy ridessss
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When your with your best friend and your shooting the shit and stuffing your face you cant help but smile..
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Mmm getting some munchies in the line (Liz & Alan)
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And after eating alot of meat and arepas, it was time for the petting zoo...Were we got to see alot of ummm interesting things..
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Lol....that was some rump! Anyways ...
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I liked this picture so I'm posting it anyways..
The artsy fart in me named it "People in Motion"
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Bahhh Ram Yule! Bahh Ram Yuleeee!
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Hee hee..so it put us into "The Simple Life" kinda mood..Watch out Paris and Nicole!!
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All those cute little mammimals, all so cute and fuzzy so innocent, until...our mouths began to water..lol..
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Hee Hee Im evil..Food everywhere!
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Even the dancing bears where having a great ol jolly time!
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Liz and her dancing bear..
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We were in fair heaven...and you could see all from above, (view from sack slide)
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Bumper cars, the whole nine yards!
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Many rides later and it was all a blur..
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And it was over..11:30 rolled around and we kissed the fair goodbye...
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Well the kissing wasnt done yet until later that night..But that my friends is yet another story.. :wink:

Hope you enjoyed it,

Aims..
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Friday Blahhhhhhh
03.26.04 (6:56 pm) [edit]
"One of the signs of passing youth is the birth of a sense of fellowship with other human beings as we take our place among them. "


Well hi blog peeps..

Today was my day off, it was interesting..and here goes...

So I got to sleep in today, which was nice, I love to sleep.. :lol: Liz woke me up to call me and remind me we were going to hang out..Pick up the pictures from her wedding and do a bit of shopping..Hey we are female, at least we arent off at a spa and getting manicures! Were pretty decent.
Poor, poor, Liz, she came home from the hospital this morning at 6:30 am! Yesterday she had thrown up to the point where the blood vessels on her face blew up and made her face purple..They still dont know what caused her to get so sick, so they perscribed her some bullshit and told her to go back in on Monday..Hospitals! Figures..
Anyways so I shower and head out the door, and go get her, wait for her downstairs and she walks out semi-purpled faced..I smiled...and off we went.. From the photographers home, which he didnt even bother showing up to..and then off to Bed Bath and Beyond for some furniture for her house, she needed some more chairs! We dont fit! So we lounged in some chairs there and mustve talked there for about an hour, ppl stared..Like it mattered to us anyways..After that we went to target and Lizzy got all dizzy, and we drove back to her crib, a few pictures frames and picture albums later.. Im so photo obssesed its not even funny..
On our drive back she teased me that she had "friends" number..(for you ppl that dont read my blog, its some guy I have a crush on)..and she dialed him up and was like hey and blah blah and I was just there dying in my chair trying to keep quiet..and then shes like "Oh and Aimee wants to say hi!" and I just died!!She was shoving the phone on my ear and I was trying to drive and climb out my door window all at once, the little devil in my head said 'fuck it say something'..So I was all playing it cool like "Whats up" and "hey" and whatever...Then he asked me what I was doing on Saturday and I said nothing as of yet.. and then told me that we were going to hang and to tell Liz to start feeling better and to get ready for tommorrow cause we are gonna have fun.. So we'll see :D !
Im 22 going on 14, right now.. :oops:
So we finally got back to her house and she had just got her latest NetFlix request Beauty and the Beast, and I rolled my eyes..not wanting to watch, but I did anyways, and I got into it..lol..Liz fell asleep..so in the end she finally woke up outta nowhere and goes "So the Beast was cute right?" and I laughed..shes so bad!!
So since I have to work manana during the day I left early and my cell rang on my way home and it was my friend from work.. He called to ask me how my mom was doing..I was surprised he called, hes had my number for mths and he never has called so it was off..So I told him how shes doing better etc..and he was glad to hear it and we talked a little more briefly after that and we hung up..and I started to think..
Him and I go way back, and I mean when we were kids...The world is a small place lemme tell you... at my job my friend Lisa sat two desks away from him and I visited her at her desk every other day and he never spoke a word to me..until one day I was outside and Lisa walked out with him, and we got into a converstaion and I was like "Yeah and I know you very well Alex" and he looked at me confused and freaked out,and gave me this huge hug and was smiling like crazy and feeling flushed and he asked about a thousand questions.... he didnt recognize me earlier, it had been a long time.. I never forget a face..We knew each other when we were about the ages of 9-14..We went way back and we got lost in a long conversation of old and better times.. Back then when I was a young girl my mom used to work in a hair salon and his father owned the optical store next door, so we would play ping pong in the back and play nintendo and shit.. He was the most sophisticated kid ever, always dressed in black and very well in slacks, he was just gorgeous..I looked up to him, he had quite the life, his mom a supermodel and his dad extremely handsome and the owner to the optical, and an adorable sister too..they did very well for themselves, he seemed to have everything.. Or so I thought..
As time passed my mom went independant and worked from home, and I lost touch with him and only heard little tidbits here and there and I did see they were true..His dad and mom divorced and his dad married again, to a man. As years passed his little sister died at 14 from cancer that developed from a small lump on her leg... His mom, on the run from the cops because she had taken her and him away from their father..Damn. I confirmed with him and he told me the sad story about his sisters last year alive through the cancer and alot more..I wish I could have been there for him, things got real rough. Things arent always as perfect as they seem, there I was envious of his perfect life, and I was way off..Hes doing fine now by the way, he really is, and if at any moment you think that he called me for any other reason other than my mom having cancer your way off, because he could never be interested in me. Women just dont interest him period, hes a funny, caring and sweet gay man now. Oh and yeah, hes still as gorgeous and attractive as ever.. We belive what it is that we want to believe dont we..?

And off I go, next time I blog will be Sunday, and of course their will be pictures..

Til then, take care, and be safe..

Aims


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Online Love and Other Obsurdities
03.25.04 (7:51 pm) [edit]
"Time changes everything except something within us which is always surprised by change."


Alas it is I, or me or whatever!

Anyways, enough of the bullshit lets strip down to the bare essentials!

(( She said strip uh huh huh huh huhhhhhhhh ))

Yeah, ok.. I think Im done..

Theres always a few sites we hit when we come home and sit on this damned contraption we call a computer..part of the routine..Im sure you have yours too.. In particular upon going on to one of my ordinary routine sites.. this caught my eye..Helped inspire this blog..
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Im sure if your bold enough to start a online journal, your bold enough to at least have hook up with someone online at least once. Admit it! Im sure that if you havent youve at least played with the idea..

At least I know Im guilty of having a few in my day.. Im not gonna knock on it for the rare people that do manage to pull this off and achieve reaching real love, but in my experience online love equaled ; love, happiness,hate,disaster and disappointment.
So Im sure your wondering if I would ever have another one.. The answer is no, hells no, to be exact.

However on a good note, I must say Im extremely happy with the great friends I have met on here during my 5 year life while on the internet.
These friends have been here for me when Ive needed a computer to cry in front of and have been here to make me smile..and vice versa. Mutual love is the best kinda love right?
So just a week and five days til Im outta here and chillin with my fav online bitches.. Thanks to you that have been here for me, you all know who you are.

Got a story to tell? Or a comment, let her rip!
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Cute...
03.23.04 (11:24 pm) [edit]
"Love is as much of an object as an obsession, everybody wants it, everybody seeks it, but few ever achieve it, those who do will cherish it, be lost in it, and among all, never... never forget it. "


I didnt feel like writing today, so I put up a dumb quiz..lol...

lip kiss
kiss on the lips - you're sweet and simple but
quite daring. you move for the kill confidently
knowing the other person wants the same thing.


What Sign of Affection Are You?
brought to you by Quizilla

:) Enjoy.. Bye Bye
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Picture This: Good Girl Gone Wild
03.21.04 (10:03 pm) [edit]
"Here's to you and here's to me, and I hope we never disagree. But, if that should ever be, to HELL with you, here's to ME!

Well...Its Sunday..
Time again for the weekend recap and pictures!
This weekend by far has been one of the most eerie and best weekends in years..

Friday stayed home, relaxed and slept because on Saturday, I had to work til 5 in the afternoon..

Saturday our friend was having a get together for his birthday at a pub in South Beach.. Sounded simple enough..so Im on my way, and then.. I realize I left my purse at home..lol..So I turn back and run upstairs to grab my purse when I see my friend on messenger and turn on my cam to say hi before I go..
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So then Im off again arrive at Lizs and off we go, just another Saturday night out with my bestest friends..until a time portal came through and blasted me into the past. Back to highschool that is.. Its a real small world, and I mean real small..I'll get to that in a bit..
So anyways, we go to the pub and we start downing different types of ales, etc.. People are talking but still getting acquainted..And then... the alcohol kicks in..(Liz and Marcos)
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and everyone starts getting a little looser..(Alan)
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Liz and Me
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Sometime I dont know when, another group of the bday boys friends arrive and within that group and ex bf of Lizs and a few old other friends from our same old highschool!!
Me with a friend of the birthday boy(Cesar)
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More drinking and a few trips to the bathroom..(me in bathroom)
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So the night goes on and on..more and more drinking..
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It felt like a 5 yr reunion..
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It was believed to be awkward but everyone was getting along and pretty much we owned that bar for the rest of the night..13 people can take over a bar trust me..Even the outside..
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We took over..lol.. But everyone was trashed, shooting darts, smokin, etc and as trashed people we tend to do, strange things.. I remember walking over to a "friend" and asking him a question and he leaned in on me slowly and kissed me on the lips, and it was nice, not vulgar, and I walked away feeling alright with it..Yes people I was intoxicated, but I know how to behave myself and I am aware of what Im doing..But to tell you the truth hes a nice guy and a cute guy and I didnt think too badly of it. So as the night goes on he and I are hanging out together and sharing our drinks with each other..Having fun..til past 5 am sometime..and we all decide to part ways and begin walking to our cars..But not without me taking a few last pictures first, and Alans watching over me as always, cause Im always walking behind everyone by myself, it gives me time to reflect and take a step back.."Your chariot awaits!" yells Alan..
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More pictures..
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So anyways, we all head back to Lizs..Were we decide to crash, Liz gives me some clothes to sleep in and David decides to sleep on the floor, leaving me to sleep with "friend" on the couch, who decides to also crash there.. :wink:
Anyways, Im dozing off, and Liz turns out the lights..And in the dark I open my eyes and hes staring at me a couple of inches from my face, and he leans in again to kiss me, cept this time it doesnt end with a brush on the lips.. more like a long session..Lol..Its been 10 mths since Ive kissed anyone people!! I earned my freakn right.. and no I didnt do anything else with him cept kiss..and we give it a rest after a long while, and I fall asleep in his arms.. Which was nice. Anyways..so in the morning we all wake up and decide to have breakfast.
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And after that we went to check out some chic at a mall Davids interested in hooking up with..during all this "friend" and I are trying not to laugh at each other or smile or not wind up alone.. But Liz and Alan make it impossible.. purposely leaving us alone and doing a horrible job at lying about it..We didnt mind, so whatever..
Im in a strange point in my life, and I didnt want anything with anyone..But we'll see I guess..Maybe I'll try dating for once..Blahhhh...
So the mall closes and we leave. After a long day in the , we all meet back at my house and we part ways..
Must say I havent had this much fun in a long time..

Til Then,

Aims
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To Choose : Seeing or Hearing?
03.16.04 (7:48 pm) [edit]
"Absence of proof is not proof of absence"



Well my friend [u][url=http://raethan.tblog.com/]Raethan[/url] [/u] put up an interesting blog yesterday about hearing or seeing..
He chose hearing over sight, even though hes an artist..Perhaps its because his love for music is as strong? I dont know, really..
If it were me.. Id choose sight over hearing..
Nature, people, life is visually so beautiful.. Of course Id miss music, and the ocean, the sound of a lovers voice.. and god knows I love music and everything, but to not see?
A world of blackness without sight would not be a world I would like to live in.. Sunset & Sunrise.. Flowers..Water..The Sky..Mountains..Trees.. So much to see, and this is like one of trillions of things that one can appreciate through life.. Then it all boils down to life itself, interaction.. Like your family and life events..Wouldnt be the same without vision.. When loving someone I find myself getting lost in their eyes, reading their mind..Words on a postcard, or on a screen..Too feel their skin and watch the goosebumps raise on it.. Id miss all that..To touch someone and not be able to see the look on their face, a loving smile, etc..
Now Im getting all mushy..lol..Our eyes and sight are just one of the simple pleasures we get at no cost.. So many things in life we take for granted everyday..What about the blind? The deaf? The impaired? Man do we bitch alot about dumb crap or what?

Well theres my answer, I choose sight over hearing.. What about you?
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Pictures of a Crazy Day
03.15.04 (6:14 pm) [edit]
"How I wish, how I wish you were here.
We're just two lost souls
Swimming in a fish bowl, year after year"


Been listening to some oldies quite a bit lately. Like chicken soup for the soul even.. Anyways, enough dribble..

On to the latest dribble..hehehe

Pics I took on Saturday while the day was still tranquil..
Mami doesnt like having her pic taken
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Flowers
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Lake
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Palms
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Mami took a pic of me
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Picture of my dock
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Green green grass of home
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A Boat in the Lake
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It was going to be a tranquil day
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Or so I thought...

Well my mom and my brothers cars have been in the shop lately.. Been playing taxi and been busy..Also had to drop off my moms car at the shop that Lizs dad works at, and yet again he brought Lizs younger sister Taisha (age 9) and brother Carlos (age 13) with him, so I had a ball.
By the way.. Warning!
This is before we left the house..
Sure, he looks angelic enough..
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WHEN KIDS ARE ALONE, NEVER LET KIDS HANDLE A CAMERA!
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Dog gone it! Why I outta! Oh so your gonna take nice pictures? Well... ok.. I'll be back...
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Lol..Well if you cant beat em, join em'
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Anyways...so yeah driving my moms car felt weird as hell.. See, this car shes driving used to be my car, I gave it to her, it was my first car. The one I used to drive in highschool, so it was funny driving it again, I had stepped back into another dimension..skippin class, going to the beach, playin pool, driving through lil drive up markets and buying illegal cigarettes..( I was seventeen when I graduated). It was awesome! LOL.. Highschool was a trip, even though I barely ever went :lol: . God Im such a great influence to the kids in highschool who have come through here and read this..lol...Sorry guys.. Go to school! Do good in school! ... Emmm is that good enough? *Shrugs* Oh well :P . So while we were waiting for the car we took some more pictures..

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I thought this looked cool..
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After I loaded this pic, I asked him why he didnt make a face and if that was his "Im with a hot chic look" and he laughed..
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Awww...I feel the love...
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Way too much soda for this kid..
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It was another fun day with the kiddies.. They arent as bad as they appear..they're alot of fun..

So yeah, it had been quite a day, but I went out anyways. Well at least we tried after going to [u][url=http://www.daveandbusters.com...]Dave and Busters[/url] [/u] I suggested we go out and party, dance, drink, all that good stuff..So we headed out late as hell to an old club we once went to, and they had closed it, so at 3 am we all called it quits and went back to Lizs, we we got tilted anyways..lol

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and after watching a flick the phone rang and we heard an old miami cuban lady say "en siete dias"..translation: "SEVEN DAYS!!!" (sorry had to throw in The Ring joke with this picture........
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and finally I came home and sat on the computer for another couple of hours while I was tilted and called it a night
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Hope you enjoyed the pics

Confessed Net Junkie,

Aims..

L8r!
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Hanging On
03.12.04 (9:29 pm) [edit]
"This life of separateness may be compared to a dream, a phantasm, a bubble, a shadow, a drop of dew, a flash of lightning. "

fallenangel
Your a Beautiful Fallen Angel...


what fantasy creature are you...
brought to you by Quizilla



Havent felt like writing recently. Been stressed out an crazy. Did'nt want to blog about the drama. So I havent..
Anyways..

When I dont write now, its a bad sign. Everythings riding up behind me and Im trying to keep racing on ahead and not trying to skip a gallop or it will all falter. Its hard.

The last thing I want to be, is one of those whiny bitches on t-blog... "oh boo hoo my life sucks Im gonna go cut myself" lol..

So I wont report the bad, just the good.. My vacation? All booked! From April 7th- April 12th Im staying with my friend Jenn in Ky..My bitches aka Sean and Todd, are going there too, Seans arriving from Nevada a little earlier, and my friend Todds gonna drive down from U of K..Its his birthday and were gonna freakn party man!
Later on in April more specifically the 29th through May 3rd I'll be in Long Island for my cousins wedding, got everything booked there too, I figure if I decide to quit or get fired everythings paid for so whatever! Hey Sabrina your Cubanita is coming and were gonna fucking party crazy NY city style! WASSSSSUP!

So anyways, when I go on vacation, you know what that means! Its crazy Aimee pic submissions for your ass !

Anyways, its Friday and Im home again tonight..Crashed on the couch for a nap when I got home..Tommorrow the crazy bitches "Liz & I" are gonna get cute and go find some hot mens! LOL..Just kidding, Im finally over the flu Ive had all week, so its time for a good cleansing, a nice dinner and a night out to dance, and even more pictures! So, hopefully this time I'll remember to put it on auto memory so I dont delete them again when Im trashed..like I did last time..So stay tuned tommorrow for some pictures!

Mwah!
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Freakin A' Maaaaaaaaan
03.08.04 (8:15 pm) [edit]
"No vacation goes unpunished."


Oh by the way all, thanks for calling my blog "interesting" I'll take that as a good compliment. :wink:

As for that quote..Whoa.. Its freakn Monday dont you feel like crap too? I hate freakn Monday! Went back to work, sold my buns off, and still no credit.. Not going too well Im sure..Oh well screw it, I'll keep it til vacation. When I hit May, I'll take some more days off and look for another job. Ive been busting my chops at jobs since I was 16, so I am quite the lil rembrandt!!
Tommorrow evening Im buying all the tickets for my trips NY and KY..

Anyone know good sites for hotels and flights besides:

Hotwire
Travelocity
Orbitz
Sidestep

?

Any help would be greatly appreciated :D

Thankyou!!


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Pictures Under The Influence
03.07.04 (5:15 pm) [edit]
"While intelligent people can often simplify the complex, a fool is more likely to complicate the simple. "


When I get "tilted" again, keep the camera away from me.. Heres my brief series of a collection Ive created through non-sobriety...
Last last weekend...
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Me, last night..
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Dinner was served, last weekend..
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Liz, in hiding..
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My lamp..lol
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Me, last night, again..
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Driving home..
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Well anyways, this weekend was chill, and its of to work manana.. I had alot of things to say but I forgot them..lol..Perhaps they will come to me later?..

TTYL.. :wink:
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What kind of Villain Are you?
03.06.04 (10:15 am) [edit]





What Type of Villain are You?

mutedfaith.com.

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Whats Your Name Mean?
03.05.04 (7:32 pm) [edit]
"What's in a name? That which we call a rose by any other name would smell as sweet. "


Dont feel like blogging much tonight.. But I did find something cool you guys can check out..

[url=http://www.kabalarians.com/in...][u]Name Analysis[/u][/url]

Just type your name in line two and click on what sex you are ( m or f, you pervs) and read the paragraph
about your name..We all know what our names mean, for ex: Aimee means beloved..But this is a name analyzer, that supposedly tells you a bit about yourself too.. Its totally free and easy, just scroll down that page a bit after you enter your info and it will tell you..

Mines says :

Brief summary of your name: Aimee


Your name of Aimee gives you the desire to understand and to help others but, at the same time you can become too involved in their problems and, as a result, worry too much. You desire a home and family of your own and have the ability to create understanding and harmony in family association as you are pliable, forgiving, and tactful. You love children and would not hesitate to care for any children who might need you. Whenever possible, you avoid argument and turmoil because you prefer not to face an issue if it means hurting anyone's feelings.

**Its a bit off, cause I do tell people how I feel even if it hurts, or even if its too much, my honesty is my greatest gift and my greatest curse..But the rest of it was sorta right**

Enjoy!

Aims..

(( In the comments section tell me what it says on your if you like))
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Venting Thursdays
03.04.04 (7:27 pm) [edit]
"This is your life, and it's ending one minute at a time. "


:roll: Anyways, schmayonaisse..

So alot of people have been wondering how Ive been around so much lately..Well the fact that I havent gone to work in four days might explain it.. *shrugs*
I needed some me time, besides being able to spend some time home with my mom is great.. She fun to hang out with. But once I have her in my car she doesnt want to come home..

So Ive been catching up on alot of things, taking my time..Talking to friends, drawing, chillin, sleeping, staying up late as hell, gabbin my mouth off on the phone to the wee hours..

Just cause I can.

We bust our asses day in and day out, so we can pay off a sports car, the bills etc.. Working sucks! Especially when your not doing what you love doing the most at your profession. In the end, we are so wrapped up in getting all these things done, we lose ourselves in the cycle.

What makes you happy?
Did you forget?
When was the last time you felt content, with you?

Sometimes I think this line wraps up what life has become:

" You're not your job. You're not how much money you have in the bank. You're not the car you drive. You're not the contents of your wallet. You're not your fucking khakis. You're the all-singing, all-dancing crap of the world. "

Sooner or later .."The things you own end up owning you."

So what now then, you ask?

Hell if I know all I want to do is go to school and study what I want to study and not give a shit about anything else.. After graduation finding somewhere else to put my roots into the ground and go from there..
Im tired of stressing this job, I'm not allowing my obligations to own me anymore..Im just gonna let the obligations I choose to get to me, get to me. As for everything else??.. Through the infamous words my friend Sabrina and I love to say... "Fuck it".

How about you? Feel like venting, feel free. Im done. :twisted:
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Ever heard of Divorce?
03.03.04 (6:29 pm) [edit]
"Yet who would have thought the old man to have had so much blood in him? "


People are so crazy.. Check out this article..

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Yeah ok..
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Which Are You?
03.03.04 (6:04 pm) [edit]
Special thanks to Selina.. :wink:

The Moon Card
You are the Moon card. Entering the Moon we enter
the intuitive and psychic realms. This is the
stuff dreams are made on. And like dreams the
imagery we find here may inspire us or torment
us. Understanding the moon requires looking
within. Our own bodily rhythms are echoed in
this luminary that circles the earth every
month and reflects the sun in its progress.
Listening to those rhythms may produce visions
and lead you towards insight. The Moon is a
force that has legends attached to it. It
carries with it both romance and insanity.
Moonlight reveals itself as an illusion and it
is only those willing to work with the force of
dreams that are able to withstand this
reflective light. Image from: Stevee Postman.
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Which Tarot Card Are You?
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The Passion Of The Christ
03.02.04 (8:19 pm) [edit]
No quote for this post. Just words.


I just came home from watching Passion of Christ. Wow. I can honestly say, in my entire life, a movie has never impacted me this way.
For all you readers out there. No, Im not going to preach my beliefs. Yes I do believe in god. Do I go to church? No.
Im gonna go ahead and write a bit here and if religion gives you the willies you have the pleasure of clicking that little x on the top right corner of your screen.
This is my journal. I will write what I want, and I am fair, I will let you comment on it if you want, I dont care. Its your choice to ignore it or read on.
Religion is soemthing I dont talk about much. I cant tell you to go read the bible, cause I havent, and I cant tell you to pray ever night, cause I dont. I just believe, and to me believing and having my hope contents me enough to keep my faith.
Sure there are times when I question my faith.
Im sure we all have at some point. I ask myself why some bad things happen to good people and I wonder if there is something or someone out there, then why does this go on? When I can sit back and think about it, and clear my head. Get past the anger and the questions, I know why. But those are my reasons alone.
I have never gone to see a movie where so many people have reacted.. Throughout the whole movie no one said a word, complete silence, no crying babies, no teens getting rowdy, no cell phones, dead silence.
It was an extremely hard movie to watch. There were many times when I had to look away from the screen. Whenever the scene changed and it was quiet and there was darkness you could here people sniffling, crying..
When it was over.. we all walked out in silence. It was as if we were walking out of a funeral.
And in a way we were..

I am not exagerrating when I say this. If you have seen the movie, then you know what I am talking about.

This is a movie I recommend anyone to see, even if you dont believe in god, you should see this. I know atheist who have seen this movie and still told me it was great.
My own brother who is, had no words to say about it.

Go see this movie.

For right now..Im just greatful. Maybe tommorrow I wont, but at this moment I am in complete peace.

Goodnight :idea:
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